Painful goodbyes

Remember that time you left for another place?
I knew but I hid in my room
Afraid to see you go
Don't want to break down in front of you
Afraid to let you see my tears
When you bid goodbye to everyone else
I was hiding at corner
Not knowing what to do
You looked around for me
For I suddenly disappeared and went into hiding
You sigh and left
I stood right there
Knowing that you wouldn't return
You've gone forever
Regretted not saying the last goodbye
Sad for that was your last goodbye
Goodbye goodbye

Remember that time I left?
Secretly
Not bidding you all goodbye
I know that wasn't right
But I was forced to and not to be defied
Recalling that day
I was trying not to cry
Trying to act as usual
Yes, the usual playful me
But then I stopped for a moment and thought
That was probably the last
The last time I would ever see you guys
No more party no more fun
Only for distance to bring us apart
Thinking back
Just makes me sad
Why did my parents have to force me?
Force me to not talk to you guys
I'm sorry I had to leave
Goodbye goodbye

Remember that time you left for a better place?
I broke down
And all of the sudden feeling so lost
Not knowing what to do
Before that fateful night, I cried and cried
Only in hope that you would stay
Not many understood the pain I felt inside
The pain when I knew I've already lost you
Why did you have to leave?
Leaving me dead inside
But I guess
That's really a better place
A place where you have to suffer no more
Yes and that place is heaven
Goodbye goodbye