I'm not sure whether it is the way it seem
It seem too true, way too true
That one stormy night
I was with someone
In the hospital
She seem pretty ill
I thought it was just a dream
It isn't
Somehow a few days
That someone was indeed admitted
Coincidence? Probably?
Another ordinary night
That didn't seem too ordinary
Another someone
Had this high fever
She's usually pretty healthy
Indeed, a few days later
The same thing happened
It was getting kinda creepy, actually very. It was two people. Well, I dreamt of another but not in the same day.
Okay, so I thought I was thinking too much. Then, another striked.
Break or sprain
Hurt or pain
Once again
She is again
Well apparently I dreamt that someone sprain or broke her leg. It was pretty blury so I couldn't really tell but once again, it happened again. A few days later, all this, was true.
I don't know what to feel. I am so confused. I tried to read up about this. The closest I got was a little like self-fulfilling prophecy. If you think it's going to happen, your actions will subconsciously lean towards it. Example: A scenario that someone is angry with you. Then in real life, you're already expecting that to happen so you might unknowingly do things that make the person mad. Then the person will become mad. Hence, what you had in mind actually happened.
But it doesn't really seem to valid in my case because it doesn't involve emotions. These are just incidents that happen. I will have no interaction with them. Neither did I tell anyone about these. I will just hear news about it from others.
This only happens only if I actually care about you. If I don't even bother about your existence, then no. Sometimes I am so afraid, to a point that I don't want to care about anyone. Because I have to bear seeing terrible incidents happening to you.
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