Its easier to forgive than forget?
Hmm, maybe.
I might say nevermind or its okay when you apologize to me but that doesn't mean its really okay.
There are two possibilities.
One is that I still want you in my life. I don't wanna lose you or make you feel guilty, but actually deep inside it hurts like shit, still I pretend everything's perfectly fine.
Two is I really really really, don't care anymore. Its pointless anyway right?
Okayyy, maybe some people don't see the deeper meaning behind all that.
Its okay, I don't blame you, its kinda deep, but you see, its not the same anymore.
I won't treat you like before.
Lesser trust, lesser concern, basically its just different.
Well, for case one, I'll still talk to you pretty much the same but its just that I get a little afraid.
Afraid that you would stab my heart again.
As for case two, its the end.
Maybe I won't talk to you but if you ever do, I will treat you more like a stranger, just like how classmates or collegues talk.
Its not that I don't care anymore, but more because I'm tired. I had enough of your shit so yup, I'm gonna wash my hands off everything.
Sometimes the only reason I'm replying you in public is that I don't want you to look bad infront of others, like I'm ignoring you cause you did some mean shit to me.
I mean for a small matter, I won't really get that worked up but if you hurt my feelings then sorry, its gonna be this way.
Sooooooo don't be too happy if I say nevermind or its okay.
Okay that's all for today. Thanks for spending a few minutes of your life hearing me say all this. I'll blog again soon.
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