Afraid

I get all scared when someone cares so much about me. I'm scared it isn't real, again. I used to believe that someone out there really cares but after going through so much, I don't anymore. In the end, they're fake. Not one was real, not even a single one but I find myself telling myself again and again, maybe this time it is real. Maybe this is the one, the one that cares about me more than anyone, the one that will stay, but every single time, someone will prove me wrong. They actually don't care, at all. They were just faking everything, to hurt me. I'm sorry, to the next one, if you are real, because this time, I'm not entirely trusting you. I'm sorry, I really am. I'm just really really afraid. Afraid to get hurt again.

I really don't know how to believe all this anymore. Who should I trust, when should I trust and why, should I trust anyone again.