I was never once good enough, never
In school, I always screw up
Not matter how hard I try for some subjects
I just cannot
My best isn't good enough
Its like I work on it everyday but I still fail
That teacher, always find something totally random to scold me
I did absolutely nothing and he said that I was scolding him
Like what do you want from me
What about I stand in the middle and let all the cars ram me
Good idea huh
Friends, oh what a nice term
Those that are never ever there for you
I still try my best to be there, care for them and everything
Guess what? It isn't enough
Not only do they take me for granted, they treat me as a thing
One with no feelings and that they can make use of
To some, I just feel completely useless
When I fail to cheer them up, I feel like I'm a complete failure
All these makes me wanna stab myself to death
At home, its even worse
Parents are never ever satisfied with whatever I do
Results, housework, everything about me
I'm just that bad in everything
Even though I try best, they would find fault in everything
Its like what do want
If you're that good, why not you do it yourself
You're the biggest reason I wanna jump, down, a building
Me, a total joke
I can't even do things that I thought I was good at
Like there's always someone better
Someone, a random murderer, just shoot me in the head
Just kill me, I'm begging you
I'm really really tired
I don't what to do anymore
My life has to come to an end and it is today
I'm leaving, for good
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