One year since you left this world

It has been one year
One year since you left this world
I really miss you grandma

The time we spent together
I still remember
Never will I forget you face
Nor your voice
Even though already you left us
You will still remain in my heart, forever

Remember how much tears were for you
The day you were admitted
I couldn't sleep well those few weeks
I was so afraid, so afraid you might just go
Leaving me all alone
But I told myself, don't
You were sick, you were in pain
If your leaving could stop your pain, I rather you
I cannot be selfish
You're going to a better place and that is heaven
If you're there, you won't feel any hurt, not even one bit

That fateful day still came
Even though the doc said your condition was improving
It was midnight
A cold cold night
We were all in our bedrooms
Then that call came
You left
I cried
Hugging your cold body
Saying my last words
I'm sure you heard me
I know you can
I will miss you grandma, you will stay in my heart forever
Thank you God, for ending her pain

Till today, I still miss you
Sometimes it hurts so much that I start tearing up again
But I told myself it's okay, because you left for a better place

Iloveyou.