Endless

You mean the world to me i don't know how to explain everything and all i ever do is make up scenarios in my head about us especially in the night and all this thinking always make me miss you so much i can feel my heart literally hurting i know you may not believe me but i really feel that way i don't even know why sometimes i hate myself because i really want to talk to you like for a really long time of maybe a decade or so but in actual fact nothing ever happens because i get so scared i don't know what to say i feel like it's annoying you and like I'm really sorry i just miss you so so much I'm crying okay why am i even urgh i sad (i can go on and on but i've got to stop thinking)