Against my dreams

What's wrong with following my dream? All I want to do is to help those in need because I, know how it feels like to feel so helpless. No one is there and you only have yourself to count on, no one is there to listen and you only have yourself to talk to, and you come to a stage where all you can do is hug yourself tightly and tell yourself: it's okay, be strong. Do you even know how that feels? It's pathetic. It's because I felt like that before, I want to be there for someone else. That is my dream. To let another soul feel less lonely but you, have to go against me. You tell me how little salary I'll get if I choose this course, how I can't get a rich partner, a big house, a car or anything else, the most I get is a simple life but have you ever asked me? Is this the life I want? No. What's the use of having all this? Can money buy happiness? No. So what if I don't get a lot of salary? At least another soul is happier. So what if I can't get a rich person? I just want someone who loves me and I believe there someone out there will be the one. So what if I can't get a big house or car? Is there even a need for everything to be so complicated? I just want to lead a simple life and a fufilling one from now on since it has been so meaningless, doing whatever you ask me to do and having no control of my own life. I've listened to you all my life but this time, I won't change my mind, NEVER.