" I'm fine "

How painful is it to say
"I'm fine, it's nothing"
To the person who's the reason you're broken

Sometimes I wonder..
Do you really not know?
It's like every time I look at you
I just feel..
Like I'm breaking

Still
I have to act like I'm perfectly fine
While running away.

But.. every time you look at me and smile
I can't help myself but smile. Every time you embrace me
I just don't want to let you go.

It's like I love you
When I'm not supposed to