I just want to lead a simple life. To live somewhere quiet, no drama, nothing, but no, life has to do this to me. All I want is to be happy for one second. Just one. Even if it'll disappear the moment I turn back, at least I once had it. It's hard, even just looking at myself in the mirror and saying, smile. Then realizing how ugly it is, that I really can't do it, but I tell myself again and again, it's okay. It's just another day of smiling, like how hard can it get? I don't have to do all this the moment I'm all alone again. Yes, it'll be okay. Yeah.. I hope.
No it's not that I don't want to tell anybody my problems but I'll feel that I'm annoying, that.. no one really cares anyways. Even if they asked, and I said, they won't understand. No one will, or least I haven't met one. Okay, maybe there's one but.. I can't just keep annoying them with my problems, like it's called my problem for a reason and yeah, it's all thanks to this thing called feelings. Can't I just sell them on ebay or qoo10 or something? I really don't want them anymore, I really don't. Feelings aren't human but it's a jerk man. Why do you have to put me through so much pain? Just.. why..
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