Every someday

Somedays I just want to be alone
Somedays I just don't want to do anything
Somedays I just want to cry
Somedays I just don't want to face anyone or anything
Somedays I just want everything to end
Somedays I just don't want to pretend to be happy anymore
Somedays I just want someone to be there for me

Somedays I wish I didn't exist
And what if I say
That someday is my everyday