Springing against me

It's funny how I know
When someone is not okay
No words no flow

It just springs against me
From all the nothingness I see
Just looking into your eyes
I feel the emptiness inside

I have to do something I say
But how am I supposed to say
"I just know"

Sometimes I am afraid
Sometimes I can't bring myself to try
But I am dying inside
I just want to be there for you
And say "what's wrong"

Even if you are a stranger
Or we haven't said a word in a year
It doesn't matter at all
All these circumstances
I know exist
To stop me from trying

It haunts me
Reminding
Replaying in my head
It hurts me
When I stand there
Not doing anything

But how am I supposed to
When I am just a nobody